to a cozy pink monster

My dear Vienna,
to me you feel like a toy shop.
With all the music playing,
all your colours and your lights
and the smell of cake and bubblegum

You feel like cozy pink monster,
slowly wobbleing into many directions,
gently rocking me, when I'm feeling sad.

You feel like a quiet forest,
with your cold air
and all the dark ways through your labyrinth

You feel like home
when friends appear out of nowhere
and I smell dinner, when I come in

I know I'm not mentioning your ugly sides
but that's what friends do

3, 2, 1 ... zero

Yesterday a had a crazy idea:
I could stop counting.

contacts
drinks
hours
money

simple present

nothing makes me feel as lonely as your presence

not even supermarkets on saturday afternoon
not even other peoples girlfriends

finden

Ich habe alle meine Schubladen
auf und wieder zu gemacht
habe sie neu beschriftet
angemalt
zersägt
und neu zusammen gesetzt.
Und am Schluß die Kommode zertrümmert.
Ich weiß nicht wohin mit dir.